I am 22 today. The one person I am trying to hate is the only person to give recognition of my birth. It makes me smile yet cry at the same time.
Not sure how much longer this site will be up or what I am going to do with Aesinthium; I will still visit everyone though. Maybe I will just snagged a premade layout for Aesinthium just so I can blog there for now. I don't know. I need to focus and think of what I need to do. Focus focus focus!
I stayed up until 5 AM last night because I had too much on my mind to sleep. I now regret that.
I almost forgot my CuteNews password. ^^;
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I just wanna ride in your car
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Mar 06, 2008 - 11:52 am
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To my utter surprise, all is not lost and I now must work hard to make up for what was said and done. It is frightening how much I love him despite all of the pain and drama that can (and often does) ensue between us. I do not think I would ever put this much effort into resurrecting a relationship with anyone else but him. Even though I rarely admit it, I do hold him in high regard and I would more than likely punch out anyone who talked badly of him -- even though I have been the one to rant about him and his little 'quirks' in the past. I think that is the major downside of knowing someone for almost a decade -- you get to see the best and worst of them and they see the same from you. I want to ask him, "You've seen just how crazy I actually am and you're still around, are you mad?!" Perhaps it takes at least a small amount of madness to be able to tolerate and accept another human being for a long period of time.
Nothing much has been going on around here. I am hooked on WoW like a drug. My parents took a vacation to San Diego but should be home later today. I decided that taking care of 5 animals for 4 days is a lot of work. How did we get so many animals? Oh that's right. I thought they were adorable and just had to get more! Gah! This calls for a self-kick.
Oh and I bought some CDs and MP3 albums: Ghosts I-IV by Nine Inch Nails, Frustration Plantation by Rasputina, The Butcher and the Butterfly by QueenAdreena, Delay by Julia Kent, and Symphony No. 6 by Allan Pettersson. I love that I love a variety of music. Music makes life much happier.
Anyway, for some reason I keep writing blog entries right before I need to run off and take a shower...SO I shall go and do that now. ^^;
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